torture

club faire was okay. it wasn't thattt exciting. though i am excited about all the students who signed up! hopefully tomorrow's meeting will have a large attendance.

while i was entering in senior quotes, i came across one that i actually really like (not a famous person quote, though): "4 longs years, 3 hot summers, 2 thousand ten is upon us, and 1 fantastic future awaits us." haha (: i'll leave this an anonymous quote, lol.

and i'm starting to believe that jimmy (not chen) is really coming back. i don't know, maybe it's just me being a girl. but he's a free bird. and aqua bird is a lookin'.

i think i just need closure. closure from what? he would say. closure from everything together. i need him out of my head and out of my life. because this is torture. i know way more information than i should know. i know too much. and i wish i had the strength to just not look one day. i'm done with being an onlooker, it's time i became a participant. i'm talking the talk. but can i walk the walk?