all of a sudden, i'm feeling cheated and robbed. cheated because i feel like i give and i give and the returns are never as meaningful are given with enough heart. robbed because i feel like i've been wasting my time with anyone and anything that i has cheated me. this isn't the first time i've felt this way. these are more like realizations. i'll suddenly realize that i'm being taken for granted or i'm not appreciated enough or i'm just not as important to those who i find important to me. and then. i'll go my ignorant way and continue on this life of unfulfillment. then it happens all over again, giving me grief.
i may be overreacting but, honestly, it's who i am. i take things personally. but i get over them easily enough--that's the only upside about all of this.
senior year is a drag. i just want to get the hell out of this state already--away from all my family and friends. i need a new change in scenery, new people to surround myself with, and just a new damned life.
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