so for the first time in...i don't know how long, i went to sleep at 10 PM last night. amazing, right?! haha. but i just had to. i couldn't stand knowing what i newly discovered. it's ridiculous, it really is. i seriously cannot wait until royal ball because i really need to get my mind off this shit. but no matter how bad things seem to be getting, i just can't shake it off. it is constantly there.
i've been telling this to myself for a while but i actually haven't been able to do it, haven't been able to push myself to do it even though there's a great incentive. my parents keep getting on my case about stupid shit. i have to get out of this house. was talking to linxi last night, (although not for this specific reason) she says that i need to study my ass for the SAT/ACT too. i don't know why but for some reason, linxi's voice is getting through to my head more than my own. as long as a voice is getting through to me, the reason or voice doesn't matter. i just need to study study study. but. thanks linxi :)
anyways, i woke up early to catch up on all the homework that i'm behind on. f me. haha.
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