today was ☁y; didn't require an ☂ :)

hehe i loved today! it was such a senior-year-ish day :)

first, LATE START for school! second, didn't even go to school hahah. woke up a bit early to do homework, headed over to kevin chet's and stupid anna wasn't picking up her phone -_____- she was supposedd to meet at my house by 9! but she wanted to sleep in. i told her too bad and that she had to go to breakfast with meee. haha. so kevin and i just picked her up and went to denny's. anna and i ate separately while kevin ate with some other kids. man, there we quite a few ghs kids there haha. but it was funn. man, i ate so much. hahah.

tehee. kevin was all, let's go to starbuck's first. and we're like okay but we wanted to stay in the car, so he left the keys in so we could listen to the music. but then we got bored. took the keys out and just left hahahahah. first we went into the shoe store but there was like..nothing there! then saw kara, tanya, and some other people so we went back out and into the..beauty store? rofl. and then i saw kevin outside all "wtfff?" HAHA. omg. that was so funny. and the ride to the library was funny, too. kevin: he's like a second father to me. me: he can be my daddy! LOLOLOL! hahahaha. oh my, that was so good ;D

anyways, he dropped us off at the sg library and it's pretty nice! i have to say, i like it better than the rosemead one. it's also much quieter haha. andd. there's a cute guy who works there ;D dude, it was so funny. cause he kept looking over to me and anna and like.. :DD he's cuute! and okay, so they have these reallyy comfortable chairs--the ones where like it's a piece of cloth over metal bars or whatever. and when sat there for the longest time and he was just behind us putting books away and like, we were giggling so much hahah. and then and then. he has to put books in FRONT of me and..LOL. this was my view for like 20 seconds ;) HAHAHA. i swear. once i took the picture, i just started giggling like mad. he was just ASKING for me to take it! come on. hahahah. ohh my. he's a cutie (;

then patrick just picked me and anna up once he got out of 5th period. i totally forgot that he drove. he drives a freaking mini van HAHAHA. went to jambaa and i got a strawberry whirl with mangos in it :) mangos, strawberries, &bananas! ♥ really, so good! and dude, patrick sucks at driving lawls.

for a day of unproductiviteness, i was awfully tired when i got home. crashed from 5-9. now i have make up homework to do. and idk. for some reason. i'm just feeling so. frustrated? i really want to get into william & mary. and even though i tell people and myself that i feel i can get into syracause, i'm really not so sure. seriously. i'm so paranoid that i'm not going to get into anywhere. even the cal states -____- sigh. i'm just feeling so jumbled up right now asdfgasdfgfdsfdfg. i really need some security =/

and really. wth. can't we be friends? must you not talk to me? i know i get too attached sometimes. or i just talk too much. but. aye. this is so pointless. i can't delete you. i probably need to cause i can't seem to shut up to you--even when you completely ignore me. and stupid anna is too supportive when i hesitate to text you or anything. and honestly. i don't want to be added to that list of girls who you don't talk to anymore. sometimes i wonder if you ever wish that you had never gotten involved with me. like. if you regret it. like "damn, this chick is causing so much drama, should've kept my mouth shut..." T.T

fuck my life, i hate thinking so much.

♫ cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out, i just didn't know what to say.