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i'm getting worse ): and what sucks is that i'm not taking any meds to make me drowsy..I'M SO BORED! my head hurts too much to actually do any homework or sat/act studying. there's nothing ever good on TV during the day time and there is no oneee to talk to! well. i COULD be talking to someone. well, at least i want to be talking to someone. sigh. i have no idea what the hell i'm going to be doing tomorrow since i can't go to school. i don't even think i can go back to school during 6th period for this thing with Ramona Convent FBLA. AH!

my mother is so completely annoying. i swear. my dad, too. i just want to get OUT of the house already! my mom keeps moving my shit all around, wth! whenever she cleans my room, I JUST HATE IT. 'cause i never know where anything is anymore! i can't even find my officer polo! wth! my mom, actually, isn't one of those "i'll support you in whatever you decide to do as long as it's not something bad." -__________- ugh. i get so fed up with her. like, yeah, i feel kind of guilty because i can be a real brat to her but..COME THE FREAK ON! i can't help but act that way with her! anyone who meets her will think she's nice and stuff and that's because she has good hospitality but jeeezzz..living with her! don't get me wrong, i love my mom, i love both my parents. but that doesn't necessarily mean that i like them all the time. i really don't like bonding with my parents.

senior quotes are due tomorrow and i won't be at school >.> i already missed senior best ofs! well i'm in yearbook anyway so it's okay. but yeah. i don't know what to do for my senior quote. should i use some really cliched quote? or use a famous person quote that is cliched in the fact that it's a famous person quote. i remember in sophomore year, when i was in cross country, this one afternoon after a run. just chillin on the fake grass of our football field and i started asking some guys..questions. hahha. "I'm ready." how's that for a senior quote? rofl. i remember actually saying that i would use it. but i don't knoww. or maybe i could use a pick up line or something, haha. or how about "Let's run away and never come back." or maybe something with the Naked joke! haha. idkk yet.