Eminem

I just downloaded a bunch of Eminem's hits and..they are reallyyyy good. I'm listening to it right now while I'm designing more loveasc cards and I don't know whether it's PMS, the fact that I really love what I do with cards, or if it's Eminem's songs but I'm kind of emotional right now. Actually, the wave emotions hit me early this morning while I was trying to fall asleep like around..5 AM? Of how much I'm really going to miss my current friends when I leave for UOP. Of how much I really miss FBLA, actually, because..damn, I'm going to miss the conferences! And, of how much I really miss my old/former friends.

It doesn't seem like they care that much so..what can I do? I certainly can't fall back into old habits no matter how hard I try. This is just one of those situations where I can't forgive or forget or even ignore. Forgive..maybe, actually. Depends if I feel like letting go the grudge I've been holding these past months. It's so weird because I don't usually hold grudges for long periods of time. I'm really good at ignoring! I just can't this time.