No Good.

I am not good enough for anyone, anything, any place. I know that and I am not wallowing in self-pity but I am disappointed for I have not only let myself down but my family as well. No matter how hard I try, I just can't push myself to work hard for academia. I can't work hard for things I'm not passionate about. I'm passionate about greeting cards and graphic design which is why I can do so well in it. But academia? Nope. Hopefully, I can discover a passion for it in college.

It looks like I'm going to the University of Colorado at Boulder. I look at forums of which dorms are the best and I get a little excited. I'm just hoping that I get a lot of money so I actually cann go. Ugh, hopefully, everything works out. Because I had to submit a correction for my FAFSA, I need to call into CUB's office of FA to see if my FA rewards and stuff change. Once I know the final details, I'll tell my parents and I'll be good to go. Really. I'm kind of excited :)